this i believe...corrupt world.

Back in the good old days things were the best. And yes I'm dead serious, THE BEST! Some of my greatest memories were from my childhood. Not giving a care in the world except to who was going to be "it" in tag. Back then when no one cared how you did your hair and everyone was your friend. Those were the glory days. Now a days, things are a lot different. A lot more real. I wish i could go back to the days when all i had to worry about was how high the next branch was. I'm not implying that i do not want to grow up, but I'm too scared to face the real world on my own knowing what I'm leaving behind. The world now a days is a cruel bitter place, and if you cant make it now with all the petty high school so called drama, what makes you think your going to make it out there? Reality can make a person scared of what comes next. I do not think life is bad, nor do i think my life sucks, but come on. Take a step back and look, remember back to when everything in life was easy. Why is that? Well because now a days, people care too much about creating a life of what they think they want, then actually living the one they already have. It may not be the greatest, but who's job is it to say that? Everything these days is so harsh and judgemental, i don't blame people for being scared to actually face reality on their own. I have had that stable support system, a shield i guess you can call it, pretty much all my life so far. Now that its time to let go, all i can remember is the days when all i had to care about was how Barbie and Ken were going to fit in the hot pink sports car. Now, people always say are you sure that's what you want to do, or is that the best idea. Everything depends on your better judgement. Back then, everything happened on first thought. those days were the greatest. what happened to real living? Its like it got lost through the ages and now its no where to be found. This next step in life our generation is about to take is one of the hardest to take, COLLEGE. Yes, that's it. This is what makes or breaks a young adult, and shapes their being as a person. Over 3o% of college students leave after one year or college and 50% never graduate. That's a very big percentage. Times are harder as you get older, but there is always that one thing that gets you through it. For me, its thinking back to my Glory Days. I would love to go back to the days when everything was unbelievably perfect, when life was easy, and all you worried about was when the sun would set. the only thing boys could give you was cooties and all they played was football. the most pain full thing was falling, and the only race issues was who could run the fastest. Back then, life was simple and care free, and all we wanted to grow up...now all we can say is, "I wanna grow down".

quite possibly the worst.

well, OGT week was a little too much seeing as how i was there for two hours everyday. school is very carzy this year. getting ready for college, graduating, and passing the requirements. im sure every senior would agree with me. i dont think im ready to go out and have responsabilities. i mean dint get me wromg i really want too but im just scared i guess ha. im excited to see what its like though. i dont think any of us really know what its like until we experience it first hand. i want to be able to say im an adult but not have the duties. ha well anyways i guess im scared more than ever but im really excited to have it happen.

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The frail being sat in awe in the blank room, in a cold sweat, mentally deranged from the voices surrounding him. no way to escape. all he could manage to wonder upon was the strong, cold, once angelic chair that entrapped him on his way to his new incasement. trying to move, but there was no way to break free from the restraints tied around his body. the man had to surrender, to keep the pain from overtaking his broken body. a disease of the mind is what the "professionals" classified it as. the once whimsical room he used to pass, is now the small box he is held in, the only thoughts racing through his not of sound mind; is the room is enclosing around him. just like a lovely serene flower closes around the pistols to keep them from the surrounding world. he has nothing left but the people he sees in his mind, and the voices that keep him company. he repeats to himself..."im not crazy, im not crazy, im not crazy..."

Emotion: insainity

blahhhh(:

okay so i really dont want to do this blog, but i guess i have too. luckily i got this stupid password thing figued out so i could do this thing. today was a good day excpet for the fact i had school, its boring. it didnt help i watched the super bowl, and stayed up past my nighty night time. ha but i did like the commercials.! too bad they didnt have a ROBERT PATTINSON(: one or a Pauly D commercial! booo bummer. i think this weekend im going to actually go see the rite. instead of just saying ya lets go and then never goo. im superrr excited though cause i got my new phone and its the windows phone, and ya Mr. Potter its cooler than the iphone 4(:. and i can change the color of my icons or apps or whateverr they are called! ya its cooler, wayy coooller! hahah but oh yea, just to let you know, its hot in your room in the mornings so i think you should turn off the heat. like its seriously a desert in there. and i dont like this every omnday thing where we change seats. it really kinda confuses me as to why, i mean i know you want us to get to know the people in our class, but arnt we doing it through this blog thing? oh well, i dont want to do this anymore soo byess(:

senior Comp

Many people say they have that one person who has impacted them the most, but how many actually have that one special person they know is really there. this person to me is someone who really cares enough to actually have the willingness to say whats right or wrong. Everyone should have the influence of that one human being in their life.
When the question is asked who has impacted me the most, the only person i can think of is my mom. She is the one being i can trust with everything in the world. She has always been strong and ans is always there to say no when i need her to be. My mom always cares how i act and portray myself, as if its giving her a bad name. She has always been the best role model to me. With my dad barely in the picture, she has always had a tough exterior, only because she had too for my sake. My mother is the reason i am the way i am. She has always said dont let the sight of the world mask your true feelings. With her being there from day one, she has had the greatest impact on me, my life. I wouldnt want it any other way. She used to just be my mom, mow shes my hero, best friend, and mom. Someone with so many characters has got to be a very strong individual. While taking care of a job, 3 dogs, and 2 kids, she still has the power to be the best influence on me and my brother as she can be. Anyone else can look at her and just see a mom, well i see the greatest person i will ever encounter in my life. i am very close to my family, only because of her, and i am very thankful. I owe it all to her. She has always taught me to be the person i wanna be and she will always be by my side.
Meeting her is not enough. Her personallity will influence everyone she talks too. Shes that person who makes you feel good inside. Everyone should have that person as influential as my mom.